meluahkan rase tak puas hati

taken from kaklong's blog


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

ugh!

i dont noe what to say.

but the truth is I AM NOT HAPPY !

maybe to them its great new. my kezen also said she proud of me.

me? i am so not happy with it.

meh cni nak story. read every ayat slowly n try to understand my feeling

oke. this tyme its going to be a long one. haha

today. after makan tuh naek atas masok my bilik.

golek² baring² atas katil.

tah camne ley tertidow. ish ish. pas makan tidow shay. gemok la kao. haha

oke oke. then tersedar.

my adeq ketuk pintu cam na pecah pintu tu dibuat nye. DUM! DUM! DUMM!

mase tersedar sempat tengok fon. ade 9miskol from nino n one mecej from nurul.

i bukak la pintu. die bagi fon die. he said 'nino kol'.

sambil mamai² uh jawab laa.

nino ; kaklong dapat mrsm muar

me ; huh? tade la. mne de

nino ; tadi ayah mecej at nino

me ; tade la. mane de.

mmg ta caye. siyesly. then my ayah panggil. so i turun bawah but sampai at tangga aje.

then he said 'awak dapat mrsm muar. 12 april daftar'. so i just said 'hm' then tros masok bilik.

dalam bilik tuh memang rase nak nanges. but control gi sebab nino kol balek.

nino ; ayah da gtaw er?

me ; da. td

by dat tyme i already cried. sungguh i dont want to go.

nino ; jaoh sgt. susah nino na gi tgok.

me ; *sambil nanges* tana g! tana g!

nino ; da cakap nan ayah?

me ; nanti la.

then she said ape tah. i cudnt focus cuz bzi crying. i just said 'hm'.

i tried to stop the tears but i cant. i was too sad.

then i looked at my fon. sambil nanges tuh i manage to text nurul n aniz.

telling them i got mrsm n i dont want to go.


nurul ; aargh! aku tanak kehilangan ko..huk2..ti tadw sape nak balek
nan aku...aku cyg ko..huhu

ala..aku xske!xske

ala shay..ble ko daftar?aah!aku cdey..

ala..so cm ne reaksi fmily ko?dowg soh pgy ke?

hm..aku pun da xtahu nak ckp pe..



aniz ; alhamdulillah.. nape x nk g lak?

ape yg buat ko x nk? bkn dlu nk sgt ker tp ble dpt tanak la plak? g je lar out

pluang hnye skali. pasni ko x kan dpt pluang yg sme. demi mse dpn ko, g je lar



mecej nurul n aniz tuh i just write what they text me. no need la to show what i text them.

then my cuzs yg kat mesir kumen my wall at fb. she said congrats.

then i story mory at die.

then ttbe wireless problem.

so she called me. lame la gak kitorunk sembang.

she gave me advices bout life at mrsm.

achik is mrsm langkawi's student. then die fly g mesir amek medic.

but mostly kitorunk banyak ngarut². haha

she also said 'ta yah la g skul dah'

i said 'mane ley. saia na belajar oke.haha'

yeh ryte. blaja la sgt. more to spending precious tyme wif my fren ade la.

talking to her help me tenang an diri. die wut lawak etc. rase hepy sket.
sket je.

then my other kezen yg kat putrajaya call. but tak lame cuz ttbe putus.

before dat my maklong also call.

why hah mesti tnye 'da ready ker na g mrsm?'

ohh tolong laa. rase tana jawab je. hati je kate tana jawab. mulut stil jawab gak.

ugh!

ouhh. help me!

i dont wanna go!

then nino kol.

nino ; na g ker tana?

me ; hm.

nino ; wut la keputusan.

me ; hm.

nino ; g je la eyh?

me ; hm.

nino ; t nino beli an bla bla bla.

me ; hm

nino ; g na ape?

me ; tade pe

nino ; na beg pink tu er?

me ; ta yah la

nino ; kluw nak nino ble an.

me ; hm

mesti nino tensen je cakap nan aqu. cam cakap nan tiang letrik. haha

tyme nino tanye nak beg pink tuh, aqu rase nak nanges. tak taw nape. tapi aqu tahan la kan.

sal beg pinkt uh. ritu aqu nampak at parkson ade satu luggage bag nie. wane die pink.

memang aqu suke la kan. tapi tak beli pown. yela, nak wutpe kan. so bile nino tanye tuh tros sebak.

wahh, ayat mu shay. haha

at johor ade my pakcik sorunk. but chukamil tuh pendiam lol.

luckily tunang die, chu hanim ta pendiam cam die. i mean ley bawak sembang laa.

achik kate ' naseb baek dua dua tak bisu.' haha.

kejam la acik nie. tapi memang btol pown. dlm sehari tuh ley kre bape

perkataan yg die cakap. tu pown kluw die cakap. but then achik kate 'tape. ley sroh chukamil

bawak makanan sedapp²' hehe. btol tu achik.

sebut sal makan. saia nie dah la susah sket sal makan nie. cerewet gak la.

saia ta cam orang laen yg ley makan sume bnde. kluw tak penah makan pown nak try rase.

but not me. kluw saia tak pena makan uh, sury la. orang offer 10 kali pown saia tak akan try.

sadis nye. my oppa slalu bising tu ta makan, nie ta makan. huhu. na wut cane. da tak makan.

camne la kat sane t.

for sure aqu na bawak stok biskut n milo banyak³

n also ribena, chipsmore, kokokrunch, hot chocolate, cadbury. pe g ek?


ohh dear!
aqu nie cam na pegi je.

oohhh noooo!

k la. dats all for now.

lega aqu dapat cakap banyak² kat cni.

meluahkan rase tak puas ati aqu. ececehh~~ haha

tengs for reading my ngarut entry. luf u laa! haha :b